写给我所背叛的她。

在这里向某人道歉，

其实我没有要背叛你的意思，

对不起。

也许，

我们会因为这件事，

从此以后不再是朋友，

毕竟是我有错在先，

不过我还是想告诉你：

爱情、友情、同情

你分清楚了吗 ？

爱情---

是两个人相爱，

不是只有单方面的恋爱。

友情---

是需要两个人互相了解、包容、扶持，

不是充满质疑和埋怨。

同情---

不是爱情，

则是一个人对另一个人的怜悯。

我只是想告诉你，

你对他，

是爱情、友情还是同情？

有时候我看见你对他的态度很差，

这不是对待男朋友的方法。

对你爱的人、爱你的人，

可以温柔些吗？

对不起，

我懂我不该管你们的感情事，

但是我忍不住想说。

你想说我多管闲事、鸡婆、八婆也好，

随你说。

我只希望你在感情方面，

成熟些，

不要那么霸道了，

好吗？

:(

依然是朋友 

情人節的前一天　他離開你身邊
只剩下你無止境的想念
 

那一夜我陪著你　你哭了一整夜

你是否知道　我對他一樣很想念
 

直到有一天　我和他碰面

在那間　我們常去的咖啡店
 

才知道有些感受　我和他誰都不曾說出口

我們之間隱藏了什麼　除了我自己沒人懂

可是你　你怎麼說　你知道後是不是從此避開我

我一樣難過　多希望我們不曾相識過

才知道有些感受　我和他誰都不曾說出口
我們都是最好的朋友　誰會有勇氣去開口
不再哭　不再難過　我們還有好大好大的天空

故事的最後　我們都不曾失去過　什麼
我們依然是朋友

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Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your loving all I gave you was goodbye

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand

This is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

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What am i thinking about..?

Hurmmm...

No idea at all..

Do i still love him or not?

Or i'm just missing that old sweet feeling?

Haizz...

I'm not brave enough to tell you tthat i'm still loving you.. ( maybe..? )

I'm scared... :S

♥

Why i always do wrong desicions...?

Hate myself..

I lose my beloved you,

I lose my chance to MSSM,

I lose all the good things in my life..

SHIT !!!